How

I am feeling
Things that are
Not real
Can't think
Without your face
Recurring in each thought

Like a sentence
Missing a noun
I know
I am without
Meaning
Being separate
From your heart

How
Did this happen?
There is no sense
In desire
For what is absent
I need the antidote
To cool my infatuation

Haven't I learnt
The lesson
That reason
Must have place
In each case
Of emotional entanglement

I'm embarrassed
To say
I have fallen
For one
Holding little respect
Directed toward
His little friend

Getting up to leave
All that's not real
To suffocate
As the door
Is locked
And its key
Slipped out of reach

Denying a part of me
Should be easy
I never knew it
Till caverns of heat
Bled
A sincere pledge
To always want
The relation
I can't
Ever be -
Your other half