Curse or Cure?

I've forgotten
How to love me
I've forgotten
How to love
My own company

I'm counting
On a miracle
To free
My harden heart
From a cage
I wanna feel free
To love
That way again

I'd rather be
With friends
Than home
By myself
Shouldn't I be happy
Without needing
Anyone else?

I'm counting
On a miracle
My life is written
On this page
Keep it close
For the day
I look back
And laugh

Is love a curse
Or a cure?
To know how it feels
Make you want more
With all its power
You're caught off guard

My promise
Of a miracle
Gets me through
It hasn't been that long
Since my best friend
Was me

I'm counting
On a miracle
To free
My harden heart
From a cage
I wanna feel free
To love
That way again