An Epiphany

I have had enough of their threats of rejection. They know who they are so there is no need to define their existence. I have made a plan that involves much saving of monies, a change in cities and possibly vocations. I dream to be idle in my own personality traits that are sculpted by experience and wisdom bestowed from the God of all gods. I have wasted enough time dedicated to their version of my subsistence.

This did not come upon me without warning. Today I attended my chosen church where the word taught me the intricacies of faith. The pastor spoke of slothfulness to be counteracted with faithfulness as a way of fulfilling one's destiny. The word dealt me a steady helping of confirmation to the mission I had been given the previous evening. I was confronted by one of "them" and told of all my shortcomings. I was reminded of all the reasons I couldn't be trusted. These objections will fuel the dramatic action of my life story for the next 18 months and counting...till my time consists of fulfilling my purpose and not nursing those who have rejected my authenticity.

Peace.